Starting where I am.

This is going to be a food blog.

A record of what happens from now until then whenever then turns out to be.

All I know about then right now is that I should weigh 185 when I get there.

I intentionally don't have much to say right now because this is the worst part of it right now. I'm (hopefully) as fat as I'm ever going to be right now so while the prospect of the future and being healthy is out in front of me the first obstacle is to decide how real I want this blog to be. If it's not going to be a fairy tale diary then it should be an honest account of what is happening day to day and that starts with an unpleasant reality. The reality that to get real I'll have to post real information...why lie to myself in a virtual world? Real info has real facts and figures in it and these first set of facts are pretty grim looking.

Pretty grim indeed but here I am and right now there is nowhere else I can be...

I am ready to work for tomorrow to be better and hope I don't ever have to face down numbers like these again but if I am going to put it all out there the time to do that is now....here goes.

02/21/08

Weight 270
Body fat 45%
Water & 40%

That is about all I can say right now but it felt like a lot. I think I'll be more talkative on another day.